There is much I want to do. I keep putting things off or I keep beginning but not complete. I feel an urgency to share what I’ve experienced. I’m not sure why. Maybe I want to make you feel better, even if it is sad. When I share people say thank you and that I have courage. I’m not sure why they say I have courage. I share the struggles because they are real. It’s strange that sharing what’s real is perceived as courageous. I feel it’s urgent.